Once upon a time, I was in the depths of hopelessness. Drained. Depleted. Weary to the bone.

Dropped to the floor in complete and utter defeat.

For months my youngest child had been having such severe brain inflammation that she was going into fits of rage that sent the whole family into daily fear based trauma response. This was not the first time it happened, but it was the worst. It was out of my hands, uncontrollable. No therapy 'methods,' herbs, nutrition, discipline, lifestyle changes were helping. Nothing was shifting her out of her 'flares.' I knew it was extreme nervous system dysregulation, but my nervous system was also dysregulated from trying to keep everyone safe and hold it all together, and I felt like falling apart.

But this is my child.

I could not fall apart and give up.

I had to keep going.

And that is when SHE entered.

The Dragon Mother.

Her intelligence came through me as a force. An instantaneous nervous system recalibration. Surging through me and giving me enough power, energy, and strength to keep going. To keep caring. To keep trying. To keep holding my daughter even when she was hitting, kicking and screaming. The Dragon Mother came through me to give me stamina. And to teach me of this ancient, primordial feminine intelligence that has been dormant for thousands of years and is now awakening from her slumber, coming powerfully back to life.

And here I am, holding the codes, the frequencies of the Dragon Mother, to transmit this feminine intelligence of power to other women, mothers and their children.

Because we have a long ways to go in the restructuring of the power system on earth, and we are going to need the strength, stamina and endurance to keep going, even when we want to retreat and give up.